 A year ago today I was single. I knew something was missing from my life but I didn't know what it was. I texted you all the time, but I never though it meant anything more than friendly chat; I didn't think you were interested. Today I'm the happiest I've ever been. Now I have you, my life feels complete. I text you all the time, even though sometimes it annoys you, and I'm sorry for that.  I need you more than you know. Maybe you'll never know how much, but I don't think it matters.  Not a day goes by when I don't think about you before I fall asleep at night and when I wake up in the morning.  "I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind"  "I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided who's one of my kind"  I want to be with you forever. Please let this happen.    Being with you is when I'm at my happiest. You have no idea how much I miss you right now.  When I look into your eyes I see someone who loves me for who I am, and who will never judge me if I eat too much chocolate, or cry too much at stupid films. I see someone who is perfect in every way, even ways I never though possible, like the way you laugh and how you hug me from behind when I'm playing Sims. I see someone who I want to spend the rest of my life with.  Sometimes I think about what my life would have been like if I'd stayed with other guys, or if I hadn't stayed on at college. Sure, I might have been happy with what happened, but sometimes would always have been wrong and I would have missed out on something amazing.  I will never tire of trying to say 'I love you' in different ways. But most of the time I will just repeat myself, or stick to the traditional 'I love you'. I hope you forgive me for this.  You taste like vimtos and happiness.  I hope that one day you'll realise how amazing you are, because I wake up thinking that every day. You may think you're the lucky one, but I know I am. Not many guys would put up with my constant complaining and bizarre questions and ever-changing whims, but you do, and that makes me the luckiest girl in the world.  |