It doesn't matter anymore; I guess things happen for a reason. Tears eventually fade and one day everything will be exactly how it's supposed to be. Moving on is a process and you have to promise yourself that you're really ready to let go. 

so, brown eyes, i hold you near
cause you're the only song i want to hear,
a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

I'm looking at your picture, cause it's all I got
Maybe one day you and me will have one more shot

I'll lean on you, and you'll lean on me, and we'll be okay.

I’ll keep my helmet on

Just in case my head caves in

Cause if my thoughts collapse

Or my brainwork snaps it’ll make a mess

Like you wouldn’t believe

Optimistic people are here to keep the 
pessimistic from wallowing in misery. 
Pessimistic people are here to remind 
the optimistic of a little fact called reality.

I have come to a conclusion that having the guy of your dreams can hurt just as bad as not having him.